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Febuary 19, 2006

so the last couple of days, i have been in the verge of loosing my job due to a ride issue. Andy, switched his hours to best accompany his friend that works there now so he can give him a ride. and now, i am just so competly stressed out because i don't know whats going to happen when mom decides to not give me a ride to work anymore....

i will probally loose my job, fall into a deep depression because that is the ONLY thing i look foreward to in life and then i won't ever be the same....i know this because i have built my life around my job for the last 3 weeks, and i don't even know how to live life without my job anymore.

weekends will be free and such, i don't want to loose my job. it is like loosing a best friend..."to death!"

work was amazing last night. overwhelming aswell, man redemptionm was under a lot of stress last night.

i want a raise, i had to clean the worst bathroom i have ever had to clean last night...paper towels EVERYWHERE! it was horrid! i don't see how people even used the toilet....i couldn't even find the toilets!

well, kana, i love you. a lot. thanks. your awesome. i am ok i just am worried about loosing my job...